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About Body Talk Jewelry

I created Body Talk Jewelry to tell a story and start a conversation.

I've lived in chronic pain since I was 12 years old. When I was 19 I had my 1st major surgery to help with severe pain. The docs urgently removed 3 benign ovarian tumors. I lost 1/2 my ovary that day & gained a 4 inch scar. But I was still in pain.

When I was 29, I had almost the same surgery again - 3 more tumors removed. This time  I got a 6 inch scar.

But the pain never went away - it actually got worse over the years.

I continued to suffer for years. Medical professionals dismissed my pain time and time again. I was put on more hormonal treatments and birth controls than I count - each with it's own set of debilitating side effects. It was during this time without a diagnosis that I found an online support group for people with endometriosis. I received more information from my online chronically ill community than I ever did from my multiple medical professionals.

At 33, I finally found a doctor who believed my pain and was an expert in endometriosis. I underwent a diagnostic surgery, where my surgeon found that it had severely damaged my uterus, ovaries, bladder & cervix. I received my diagnosis that day along with a complete hysterectomy. This resulted in surgical menopause, which was debilitating in and of itself. Menopause at such a young age triggered debilitating symptoms & a hormonal migraine disorder, forcing me to stop working. I also had to relearn how to use my pelvic muscles through months of Pelvic Floor Therapy, which finally restored my bodily functions without pain

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My illness has touched everything in my life, especially my sense of self. I've had to figure out who I am while living in pain & fear, also while dealing with constant changes in my body.

While I try my best to survive it all,  along the way I have struggled to figure out my identity, my body, how to survive pain & how to use my voice.​

For a long time I viewed my body as an obstacle to my ability to live fully. I pretended my illness & scars did not exist. I denied my reality & tried to separate it from my relationships, my work, my identity. In doing so, I silenced my own story.

Until one day I realized I deserved better. I went to therapy & finally learned how to love myself because of who I am & what I've been through - not despite of it. I began telling my story and was quickly embraced by an entire community of people eager to discuss what it means to live with illness.

​It took years and the love of other disabled folks to understand that my body, with all of its experiences, is a symbol of survival. I began to wonder how many more people could be helped if conversations about our bodies became more commonplace.

I made Body Talk Jewelry to tell my story and get people talking about what it means to live in changing, chronically ill bodies. 

I hope my Body Talk Jewelry serve as a reminder to my customers of a few things my body has taught me:

Be grateful for your beautiful  body. It's doing it's best, just like you.

You, even at your most vulnerable, are deserving of love.

Speak your story, even when your voice shakes & breaks.

Love yourself, scars & all.

About the Artist

I'm Jessie, the artist behind Body Talk Jewelry. 

To tell the story of my work, I also have to tell the story of my body.
I first discovered my passion for jewelry making 2010 when I learned bead embroidery as a way to pass the time. 4 years after major surgery to remove benign ovarian tumors, I found myself still struggling with my health. My ovaries, uterus, and digestive system were so inflamed that my symptoms often kept me indoors, feeling stuck as I sat and recovered. I was sick, sad, and bored out of my mind.
 
Struggling with the loneliness of being sick at a young age, I reached out to a good friend, Amy Lubbs. She brought me her raunchy humor, sugary snacks, trashy movies, and her newest project - a bead embroidery pendant. I was hooked the moment I laid my eyes on her work. The rows upon rows of brightly colored and perfectly placed beads enchanted me. Days later she shows up at my door with a handmade beadwork kit to get me started. 
 
I obsessively took to beadwork and making jewelry. I played with color, design, and bright shiny gemstones. I'd found a way to be creative, keep myself present, and allow my body time to heal. The tedious, focused nature of stitching each bead grounded me.

Although I continued to struggle with my health, over the next years I would graduate from college and begin my career as a hairstylist. When I began my education and certification,  fellow hairstylists would not my severe allergies and health issues - they told me I would have to work in a bubble to make it in this industry. In any industry. That's when I made my hair salon/jewelry studio, and called it Bubble.

In 2017 I underwent another major surgery to remove more benign ovarian tumors. I again felt sick, sad and alone.
In 2018 I began working on my Body Talk jewelry line to put my story out to the public to try and find community. I created this titanium jewelry line focused on starting a conversation about bodies, invisible illness and disabilities. I created designs that represented my body at different stages in my life. I printed a small artist statement about my health story and how I was trying to reframe the way I thought about my body and scars. How I wanted to stop seeing my body as an obstacle, but instead as a symbol of survival. 
 
I was terrified to be so vulnerable with my work, but sold them anyway and showed up in person at a local artisan market. That day is one I will never forget. I was received with countless supporters telling me of their health struggles, their pain, and the way my story resonated with theirs. Those moments and memories will last me a lifetime. 

In May 2021 at 33 years old I underwent a surgery to diagnose endometriosis that resulted in a hysterectomy of my ovaries and uterus. Surgical menopause has triggered a migraine disorder that has kept me incapacitated and unable to work since. As isolating as this experience has been, I have met so many folks online and in person that have gone through so much in their bodies and feel as alone as I do.

After many years of making I can tell you that my relationship with my craft evolves. I find myself learning something new about my technique and myself with each piece that I create. My style is different with each piece, which allows me to work with materials from titanium to vintage beads/objects to hand picked gemstones. I love to create custom work for my clients to combine my aesthetic and skillset with their personal style. I stand by the durability of my products, and hope that they will be around long after my lifetime. Each bead is hand stitched with care, each titanium piece is hand treated and assembled. I have a personal connection to every piece I create and to every person who wears my jewelry. 

- Jessie Moench

 

Custom work available
@bubblebeadwork
 jessie.moench@gmail.com
 314-703-0152
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